So I;ve found out I am Emo

[sour_lullabies]

Omg had a horrible day at work... Last week was hell well today was worse than hell 0_o They put me in a room of kids who I don't know, parents who I don't know and the girl that is the aide in that room was sick today.. the teacher quit... so they told me they are going to stick me in that classroom for 4 WEEKS... Well i had no fricken clue where anything in that room was .. the phone kept ringing it was the front office asking me information about these kids that I didn't know because I just started in that room and I was over ratio with kids for a while.. had no lesson plan for said class.. so yeah if you know me .. you know i don't deal well with stress.. so the assistant director came in there to help out and the director called me through the phone.. it was so chaotic and stressful that i started crying in front of them.. Sooooooooo embarrassing! I hate it when i get so overwhelmed like that because it is so hard to control my emotions and I always feel like an idiot at the end.. So unprofessional but i couldn't help it.. they just stuck me in there... The new teacher isn't going to start until october 9th... I hope i can hold fort until then.. God help me.... blah.

So, yeah i'm just going to go to my tamaki emo corner and listen to some paramore. *checks out*