balls!
So this morning I had swim practice. It was actually pretty fun, considering we didn't really do anything important, which makes sense. So after practice I got dropped off at home and then walked all the way over to Mary Moo's. We made our MAE SHIRTS!!! They are so awesome. Eventually Chelsea came over. We napped for like 2 hours. Then went to the swim meet. I sucked some pretty big balls. Lack of food was a minor affect on that. I basically collapsed once I was finished. After my last race, I got out and my entire body was shaking... and not from being cold.
Lately I feel so empty. Like nothing is there, nothing to keep me happy or at least content. There is a part of me that is just not there. Part of me knows what it is, but it seems so trivial compared to how empty i am. If that made any sense... Actually I don't care if it makes sense to all you reading this. I'm so confused that I probably couldn't express my feelings. I'm so.... incomplete.
Lately I feel so empty. Like nothing is there, nothing to keep me happy or at least content. There is a part of me that is just not there. Part of me knows what it is, but it seems so trivial compared to how empty i am. If that made any sense... Actually I don't care if it makes sense to all you reading this. I'm so confused that I probably couldn't express my feelings. I'm so.... incomplete.