Aug 24, 2005 12:38
I feel steam-rolled and I can't stop crying. This is so frustrating and unfair. I'm away from everyone and now...ug. So I can't even talk to you guys face-to-face about it. Goddamnit.
I do love Lindsey though, you called just in time. I hope she didn't get eaten by that spider.
Jeni's nice about it and all, but it's just generic 'guys aren't worth your tears' not helping stuff. She means well I suppose, but she's really too busy trying to figure out which guy's next in line.
It's hard to use the term 'my ex-boyfriend' and I almost hated him when I thought seeing Sam would make me feel better. Like, full out how-can-he-do-this-to-me rage.
I'm such a mess. I feel like a freaking psycho.