:-/
I was a little hesitant to make this public. But fuck it. I just don't care any more. Don't say anything to my sister about this.
"I am leaving in exactly one month for college. Despite my small doubts and fears, I was pretty much ready for college...until today.
My mom wouldn't lay off my sister this morning. How am I going to be able to leave my sister with her? That stupid bitch that doesn't know how to handle her. She doesn't seem to care about Christa when she bitches at her, just making her into a clone of herself. She doesn't support her in the music she DOES do because it's not enough, she doesn't support her in sports because it 'takes away from her studying.'
Stupid cow.
Obviously she doesn't understand that when she yells and nags about things it makes both of us less inclined to do so. It made me uncentered and unbalanced for years. I don't want my sister to have to go through that. I mean, fine, the hurtful words she said to me I learned to brush off because I lost a great deal of respect for her. But my sister's different. Approval means a lot to her. If I could make myself a human sheild for her, God knows I would.
I'm afraid for my baby. :-("
"I am leaving in exactly one month for college. Despite my small doubts and fears, I was pretty much ready for college...until today.
My mom wouldn't lay off my sister this morning. How am I going to be able to leave my sister with her? That stupid bitch that doesn't know how to handle her. She doesn't seem to care about Christa when she bitches at her, just making her into a clone of herself. She doesn't support her in the music she DOES do because it's not enough, she doesn't support her in sports because it 'takes away from her studying.'
Stupid cow.
Obviously she doesn't understand that when she yells and nags about things it makes both of us less inclined to do so. It made me uncentered and unbalanced for years. I don't want my sister to have to go through that. I mean, fine, the hurtful words she said to me I learned to brush off because I lost a great deal of respect for her. But my sister's different. Approval means a lot to her. If I could make myself a human sheild for her, God knows I would.
I'm afraid for my baby. :-("