May 27, 2005 12:18
YAY! i'm totally winning! do you want to know why? DO you? okay...i'll tell you since you asked nicely.
i gave a speech at a 6th grade graduation and DIDN'T lose it at all! oh my god! i could breathe through the whole thing (breathing? what's that?!?) and my heart wasn't racing and my mouth wasn't dry. god that felt good.
so of course i celebrated with good music, phish food, and bille. :-D
wait...there's more.
i know. you're just dying to know.
ready?
READY?
i mowed! i haven't done it in years because i was so godawful afraid of snakes (yes, i'm a wuss) but i totally did it today! AND didn't kill/step on any snakes. yes!
it's like...everything that has been holding me down is gone!
i'm not even that worried about leaving any more...for the moment.
hahahahaa. oh man. i rock.
i also found lots of new music i love. which is WONDERFUL.