livejournal is so not happening anymore...
Who cares, I am loyal to this bitch.
Sort of.
I don't wanna go back and read entries from like 2003 because I will be very angry at myself and be like, "OMg! I was so young and uneducated...and NAIVE!" shiiit.
But then again, I guess it shows I've grown as a human being?
I seriously hate the fact that I graduated in 2009. I am not hearing back from anyone and I could only write so many cover letters in one day and watch so much Top Chef (yep, just got into it). Should have been a chef, damn!
No, I should have been a nurse. I heard those are in high demand.
Do I really wanna be a nurse? Nope. Not in this fucked up ass healthcare system!
"Oh sorry I can't help you, because we need to get paid..."
yikes!
I must admit I did betray liverjournal a little bit and just set up a wordpress blog but that's more of an activist/philosophical/news blog. This is my personal one...although the personal IS political.
I need to keep writing to keep myself sane, because my productivity level is at an all-time low (other than frantically applying to jobs and trying to make the best decision regarding my old car..sell it? keep it? I love my old Sadie Benz, I've always wanted an old German car...but fuck, insurance co.s charge too much (because it's old) I get no roadside assistance, and in the event of the engine screwing up, it'd be an arm and a leg for parts.
I'd go to community college and become an automotive mechanic, but they're so packed and unit costs keep going on.
Holy shit I gotta pay my loooooooooooans.
Was UCSD a bad choice?
I am really wishing I was the host of Top Chef. I'd be all tasting food and wearing lipgloss and have a stylist.
Wow, when did I become so shallow?
Ah, I'm going all over the place. My overactive mind and self needs employment. Pronto.
I don't care what it is. I will do it! (Except prostitution...or stripping...or working for an insurance company...or joining the army/navy/marines/air force/coast guard/police/border patrol/fbi/cia/etc. I'd rather starve than make a living in any of those. ya hear me? STARVE!) Other than that I am available and willing to work for YOU. I will be so excited I will be the best worker bee ever.
Shit I could probably even make it as Jeff Lewis' assistant at this point.
What? you want me to feed the deer in your backyard? YES sir! Pick up your dog's poopies? OF COURSE! Buy your underwear? By all means! Humiliate me when I forget the guacamole when I pick up your lunch from Pollo Loco? I WILL GO TO THAT NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR'S TREE AND STEAL THREE AVOS FROM THEM SO ZOILA CAN MAKE YOU YOUR GUAC!
And I have lost my integrity.
Sort of.
I don't wanna go back and read entries from like 2003 because I will be very angry at myself and be like, "OMg! I was so young and uneducated...and NAIVE!" shiiit.
But then again, I guess it shows I've grown as a human being?
I seriously hate the fact that I graduated in 2009. I am not hearing back from anyone and I could only write so many cover letters in one day and watch so much Top Chef (yep, just got into it). Should have been a chef, damn!
No, I should have been a nurse. I heard those are in high demand.
Do I really wanna be a nurse? Nope. Not in this fucked up ass healthcare system!
"Oh sorry I can't help you, because we need to get paid..."
yikes!
I must admit I did betray liverjournal a little bit and just set up a wordpress blog but that's more of an activist/philosophical/news blog. This is my personal one...although the personal IS political.
I need to keep writing to keep myself sane, because my productivity level is at an all-time low (other than frantically applying to jobs and trying to make the best decision regarding my old car..sell it? keep it? I love my old Sadie Benz, I've always wanted an old German car...but fuck, insurance co.s charge too much (because it's old) I get no roadside assistance, and in the event of the engine screwing up, it'd be an arm and a leg for parts.
I'd go to community college and become an automotive mechanic, but they're so packed and unit costs keep going on.
Holy shit I gotta pay my loooooooooooans.
Was UCSD a bad choice?
I am really wishing I was the host of Top Chef. I'd be all tasting food and wearing lipgloss and have a stylist.
Wow, when did I become so shallow?
Ah, I'm going all over the place. My overactive mind and self needs employment. Pronto.
I don't care what it is. I will do it! (Except prostitution...or stripping...or working for an insurance company...or joining the army/navy/marines/air force/coast guard/police/border patrol/fbi/cia/etc. I'd rather starve than make a living in any of those. ya hear me? STARVE!) Other than that I am available and willing to work for YOU. I will be so excited I will be the best worker bee ever.
Shit I could probably even make it as Jeff Lewis' assistant at this point.
What? you want me to feed the deer in your backyard? YES sir! Pick up your dog's poopies? OF COURSE! Buy your underwear? By all means! Humiliate me when I forget the guacamole when I pick up your lunch from Pollo Loco? I WILL GO TO THAT NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR'S TREE AND STEAL THREE AVOS FROM THEM SO ZOILA CAN MAKE YOU YOUR GUAC!
And I have lost my integrity.