Morning rant before school.

[sour_boyy]

I don't like how it feels to be doing so much and not really see any progress, any real tangible, edible, conceivable evidence for it. I guess maybe it's just the initial jump from doing so much nothing to actually doing so much something. You know? I hate the way it feels, in my gut, to heading forward but to be going nowhere. I want instant gratification. I want someone to scratch me behind the ears.

I want a life that balances significance with luxury, and dilligence with grandeur.