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Fuck it's been so long since I've updated. I thought I gave up or something, but I guess I didn't. Rae and I have gotten closer these past few months. Knowing more and more about each other I mean and other stuff..... it's good that we can still keep such a close relationship even though she's taken. I'm happy for her and stuff too, because she is whole with him, they're like two pieces of a puzzle that were meant ot fit together and only together. None of the "could be would be" shit happening. Her face just lights up like anythin when she's talkin' about him, like nothing else in the world could ever come close to tarnishing it. If her love was a material object to hold, she said that she would hold it forver, and never let go no matter what and she would have to die in order for it to go away, and even in death she will not let go......
Schools' been like shit lately. Nothin's going good for me rigth now, especially Calculus. Failing, fucking failing it. I fucking gave up a long time ago.
A journal seems like a weird idea for me. I don't write in journals..... I keep it all inside but I suppose that's why Rae tols me to get this, and she said I can update it as long as I want, and it won't disappear or something is I don't update for ages. Good. Fucking great. I only took this because Rae told me to which was sweet of her, and I guess in some weird way it helps sometimes. I mean I dunno....... maybe it does maybe it doesn't but I don't feel any different. Still pissed as is.
Been rping with thsi girl KIlina and nothing much. Rae just loves the story to death. It's not that interesting right now b/w the story but it's goin' along. Rae drew my character Rutherford and it looks cool. ^^ Fuck, she's so sweet.
Schools' been like shit lately. Nothin's going good for me rigth now, especially Calculus. Failing, fucking failing it. I fucking gave up a long time ago.
A journal seems like a weird idea for me. I don't write in journals..... I keep it all inside but I suppose that's why Rae tols me to get this, and she said I can update it as long as I want, and it won't disappear or something is I don't update for ages. Good. Fucking great. I only took this because Rae told me to which was sweet of her, and I guess in some weird way it helps sometimes. I mean I dunno....... maybe it does maybe it doesn't but I don't feel any different. Still pissed as is.
Been rping with thsi girl KIlina and nothing much. Rae just loves the story to death. It's not that interesting right now b/w the story but it's goin' along. Rae drew my character Rutherford and it looks cool. ^^ Fuck, she's so sweet.