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This is what I feel like more often than not.
Welll...well well there...
I suppose my personal history should be traced back to November. :D I did catch Paprika on the 8th, scared my boyfriend to death and loved it all. The film was...utterly beyond the average human's ability to process or comprehend... definitely transcendent of what I was expecting. I'd love to catch it again....and invest in the soundtrack XD I had a very happy weekend following and made a pumpkin pie from scratch. Which I gave to the boyfriend's family. God we're pathetic. I love it. (over three months now and doesn't stop being a source of joy.)
The next weekend (17-18) Sharon came down, we went to IHOP and saw...Bee Movie...not exactly Transcendental Cinema, but...entertaining.
Thanksgiving Break was the best Break I've had in a long time. The value of getting out of the state is priceless; I was so...relaxed. Nauseated, yeah, but relaxed. The family stayed with the grandmother for a few days, and it was such a pretty area, in Pennsylvania off of Amish country. Despite having to watch out after an 8-year-old, I was thoroughly pleased by it all...and I fell in love with her old pet beagle. I wish I could make casserole like that woman.
That weekend and the next week was consumed by Mary, which was pretty nice, the theater's always a lovely little home.
Life hasn't been too interesting lately. I slept so much today, though, I feel great. I got glasses the other day, which is suprisingly helpful. You don't realize how much you miss until you get them. I'm going to see The Santaland Diaries tonight, I'm sure they will be supremely helpful with theater.
I have a show tomorrow up in Huntington, Love Is Not An Angry Thing...I hope it goes well.
I know I've said this a thousand times, but I think I should just quit livejournal and get a real journal or something. I don't really use it too regularly and I'm free of internet addiction at the moment, feeling for once like a part of the flow of reality, embracing the world around me rather than rejecting it...a lot of me wants to abandon the internet entirely...I guess just the social networking, though...it's all kind of an annoyance, you know? Like a less valuable use of infinitely bright life. I'm not saying the internet is a waste of time, no...(I know for many it's quite a specialty and they contribute a lot...) I'm just saying I personally have lost the value of it in my life.
There's so much in life I'm trying to do, I want to do just that. I want to pull ahead as much as I can. I don't know if I've ever been consistently happier, more functional. I get mood swings but if I get depressed it never lasts for more than a day. I want to embrace the change, yeah?
Welp, maybe I'm off to take a nap. Catch y'all, lolz.