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so i used to want to try to prove that water really has no volume. i decided that it was really just the top layer and there was nothing under it. if course, if you stick your hand in it to try to feel the empty space, your hand would get wet on the way in and out, so it wouldn't be possible. i guess my theory is wrong. i dont really have any reason why its wrong specifically except that theres really nothing even vaguely in support of it. obviously there's some proof that there is volume, im just not getting into it.
i like to think. and consider what i think. i feel like i consider my thoughts well. like i can step away from myself enough to look at things from a different perspective. all the crazy stuff i get into i can actually think about and be like geez, thats stupid. of course whether i choose to change my thought process or not is a different story, but it can definitely make me feel better to know that some part of me knows that i dont make sense. i dont know if thats something other people do.
current situation: interesting. im aggravated. everything ive specifically said i dont want to get into is of course the main subject of conversation. i really was serious but i guess it didnt matter.
i just always want everything to be as simple as possible and i dont like to concern myself with what i dont think is really mine. other people do like to do that though apparently. nothing i can do.
summer is weird. i cant tell if i miss the dorm or not. home is alright because its home i guess?? but the dorm has all kinds of advantages that i am continuously exposed to. laundry for example. gotta love it. hm.
the fall...i dont know whether to go for all early or late activities. if i do classes all in the morning then i obviously have to get up every morning and then i also have to close at work. if i make them slightly early then i still have to close but i get to wake up a little later. if i make the classes late then i have to open but my evenings are free. or free-er. i dont know how i should make this decision. theres not really anything solid to base it on becasue im sure that if i go early ill not want to wake up sometimes and if i go late ill wish i was free earlier in the evening. hm. maybe ill just leave it how i have it and see what happens. half and half? eh. creature of habit. definitely dont want to close on fridays though, thats for sure.
ahhh. thoughts. phew.
i like to think. and consider what i think. i feel like i consider my thoughts well. like i can step away from myself enough to look at things from a different perspective. all the crazy stuff i get into i can actually think about and be like geez, thats stupid. of course whether i choose to change my thought process or not is a different story, but it can definitely make me feel better to know that some part of me knows that i dont make sense. i dont know if thats something other people do.
current situation: interesting. im aggravated. everything ive specifically said i dont want to get into is of course the main subject of conversation. i really was serious but i guess it didnt matter.
i just always want everything to be as simple as possible and i dont like to concern myself with what i dont think is really mine. other people do like to do that though apparently. nothing i can do.
summer is weird. i cant tell if i miss the dorm or not. home is alright because its home i guess?? but the dorm has all kinds of advantages that i am continuously exposed to. laundry for example. gotta love it. hm.
the fall...i dont know whether to go for all early or late activities. if i do classes all in the morning then i obviously have to get up every morning and then i also have to close at work. if i make them slightly early then i still have to close but i get to wake up a little later. if i make the classes late then i have to open but my evenings are free. or free-er. i dont know how i should make this decision. theres not really anything solid to base it on becasue im sure that if i go early ill not want to wake up sometimes and if i go late ill wish i was free earlier in the evening. hm. maybe ill just leave it how i have it and see what happens. half and half? eh. creature of habit. definitely dont want to close on fridays though, thats for sure.
ahhh. thoughts. phew.