want versus need
being back in the woods -- no matter what season -- just feels good.
this afternoon/evening was spent on mental health (and delicious falafel!). just another one of those days -- the ones that are rare, but never fail to be good. just two old friends, catching up on life, reminiscing, and debating what makes it all count, and the future to come; etc. we never had any bullshit between us, and that's what made us remain friends after all this time.
(this is only happening because i'm home... with too much time to think about some things.)
nope. don't/won't get it.
can't more people be comfortable with what they have and where they're at? you can't rely on anything but yourself to change your situation and make it better. it's all on you. don't be fucking lazy.
what's the deal with fighting over stupid nonsense? what's it worth?
does every possible thing have to be so fucking dramatic? dwell on it so much it takes over your life, and then what?
waste your time, effort, money, emotions, health, body, brain cells, gas, electricity-- all for material purposes; things that make you think it will end up making sense in the end, when really, you're just being selfish and lazy, or perhaps going out of your way... for something that isn't worthwhile at all. but who am i to say what is and is not worthwhile?
just keep telling [yourself] how great you are. just keep patting yourself on the back because it brings comfort, right? you're right and you know it all... you can justify all of your actions.
mmhm. stay pos.
this afternoon/evening was spent on mental health (and delicious falafel!). just another one of those days -- the ones that are rare, but never fail to be good. just two old friends, catching up on life, reminiscing, and debating what makes it all count, and the future to come; etc. we never had any bullshit between us, and that's what made us remain friends after all this time.
(this is only happening because i'm home... with too much time to think about some things.)
nope. don't/won't get it.
can't more people be comfortable with what they have and where they're at? you can't rely on anything but yourself to change your situation and make it better. it's all on you. don't be fucking lazy.
what's the deal with fighting over stupid nonsense? what's it worth?
does every possible thing have to be so fucking dramatic? dwell on it so much it takes over your life, and then what?
waste your time, effort, money, emotions, health, body, brain cells, gas, electricity-- all for material purposes; things that make you think it will end up making sense in the end, when really, you're just being selfish and lazy, or perhaps going out of your way... for something that isn't worthwhile at all. but who am i to say what is and is not worthwhile?
just keep telling [yourself] how great you are. just keep patting yourself on the back because it brings comfort, right? you're right and you know it all... you can justify all of your actions.
mmhm. stay pos.