i really don't feel like writing this. because i feel like complete shit.

Jun 18, 2002 23:06

god i am a blob. ray gave em and i a matress and one thin sheet each and so we were comfy at first and then increasingly uncomfortable as the sheets fell off and it got cold. and i didn't have a toothbrush. and i was wearing the "Gap meduim PJ pants" that have a three foot waist with three foot legs. seriously. someone fucked up. ray insisted on "girl talk" which was like oh man, so 5th grade but could be fun anyway (sheepish grin) and then she fell asleep.

so em drove me home around 12 and the guys were putting in the sprinklers. no water. so i waited around and then finally it came back on. a very refreshing shower. called debbie who came over and then i set off the alarm and we went to cabots and got icecream (which she paid for.. oh it was datealiscious) and then we macked the melee fo a bit.

she left for dance auditions and i just kinda chilled... i was super tired from the night before.

then i went to jo's -> bethany's. ariel came too. then we all went to the church thing for the model kit concert.

at the beginning it really sucked. it was so hot and i barely knew anyone so i just followed along/stood around until i realized that i was unbearably thirsty. so i went to CVS and called rachel/katie and talked to them. i got back and just hung around and listened to the music. since i didn't know anyone it wasn't likei could have skanked or anything... though i totally would have if i wasn't such a wimp. actually... if i was a bit more pumped i could have done it. what the hell am i talking about?? i would nver skank in front of a group of complete strangers.

so rachel and katie came. it was kinda weird. i can't exactly say how much i "fit in" but i bet the three of us together stuck out like a sore thumb. and thats fine with me. rachel actually knew some of the people there.

ugh and i swear to god i could have laughed out loud for an hour when ariel made up that thing about the contact solution and needing it for "her dried up contact" but i didnt because i wasnt sure if rachel got it and was pretending not to or if she totally missed the complete and utter lie.

now i'm so tired and i think i'm going downtown tomorrow.

marissa's party is on thursday! yeehaw.

ugh i have a fucked up note on my hand from the concert... its like ew get it off but it's permanent.

i have an annoying new habit. cracking my neck. why? i don't know. because. it has to be cracked.

this entry has fizzled and died

P.S. to all those people who tell me that they read my LJ... COMMENT! just say something!!!! (ava... i'm directing this at you star woman.)

- beck
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