cruise
so i ended up watching swimming with pat and jo. it was kinda weird. long... quiet... no plot. but the acting was fairly good. i like the whole "swimming as a synonym for change" thing. i went home and got ready. much to my surprise, i hated the way i looked in my dress, didn't have a strapless bra, and couldn't find shoes.
i got to north and sat on the bus with rachel k. it was a long time to get on the bus, go to the harbor, and board the boat. we were on the boat forever. it was very pretty, but i hate events like this. it was FREEZING cold on the top deck, smelly and claustrophobic on the ground floor, and septictanky/gross food on the bottom level. we all spend the time going between the floors, sitting, running around, etc. i am proud to say that i did not dance. it was so disgusting on the dance floor. instead, i talked to people. yeah. at the end i got very tired and didn't really talk at all. which sucked because once you're quiet, nobody sees you. nobody cares to talk to you or anything. except jesse... i don't know why.
i missed someone tonight.
what a waste of my 20 dollars! the food wasn't free, the deco sucked, it was long, boring, etc. i could have spent a sat. night in much better ways. oh well.. at least now i can say that i went, take that as you will.
god i was cold. and you know the disgusting part? i bled underneath my toenail because my foot couldn't take the pressure of my weight in high heels. or at least thats what my mom said in a much nicer way. i hope that isn't the reason, but i'll bet it was.
so now i'm back, tired as hell, hurting, wanting to sleep. and now i will. prozdor tomorrow -- last day baby.
- beck.
i got to north and sat on the bus with rachel k. it was a long time to get on the bus, go to the harbor, and board the boat. we were on the boat forever. it was very pretty, but i hate events like this. it was FREEZING cold on the top deck, smelly and claustrophobic on the ground floor, and septictanky/gross food on the bottom level. we all spend the time going between the floors, sitting, running around, etc. i am proud to say that i did not dance. it was so disgusting on the dance floor. instead, i talked to people. yeah. at the end i got very tired and didn't really talk at all. which sucked because once you're quiet, nobody sees you. nobody cares to talk to you or anything. except jesse... i don't know why.
i missed someone tonight.
what a waste of my 20 dollars! the food wasn't free, the deco sucked, it was long, boring, etc. i could have spent a sat. night in much better ways. oh well.. at least now i can say that i went, take that as you will.
god i was cold. and you know the disgusting part? i bled underneath my toenail because my foot couldn't take the pressure of my weight in high heels. or at least thats what my mom said in a much nicer way. i hope that isn't the reason, but i'll bet it was.
so now i'm back, tired as hell, hurting, wanting to sleep. and now i will. prozdor tomorrow -- last day baby.
- beck.