how can i have the same
today was great. i got to school ontime, had french in a chorus room (french actually kinda sucked cause it was hard) and the i had math, super easy test, science just talked and did practice problems, lunch was good, english we actually learned something! art my mask is coming along so well and i love it, and history was good because i like the topic.
everyone was really nice today. i liked what i was wearing (capris, black sequin shoes, black v neck tanktop, black 3/4 fcuk cardigan) and so many people conplimented my haircut. i wonder if they really like it? but everyone said they did without me prompting them, so i think they do. i think its too short, but thats just me. its a hella lotta easy to do it in the mornings now. i'm just having a really great day. i want to spread my joy hehe im bubbly.
after school we got the fresh cruise tix and went for extra help with dambo. i swear, he smokes up. his eyes are always red and blotchy. it makes my eyes water (damn that habit!)
speaking of smoking, aaron and i left math 20 mins, early and went out to smokers alley. he had his cig and i had my banana hehe. he's really fun to talk to, especially because he has the funniest stories. we had a conversation about him and drugs. he said that he knows hes addicted and that smoking makes him feel more relaxed. we're kinda like the anti-each other but it's really intertesting to her his point of view. ah but then he scared me cause he said some day his mom came home and found him drunk so she said "where's the alcohol?" and he said " my closet" so she went and got it and drank it and then asked if he had any weed so they smoked together. wow. thats horribly creepy and he damn well knows it!
rachel came over after school for like an hour and we played melee (we're dorks!) i was almost late to piano, but got there just ontime.
i hate the way mrs.porter treats me. i came in all excited to show her what i'd done because i actually practiced really hard this week. i usually warm up by sigt reading, but she decided to make me do hanon. so i did a hanon, and she was like "sort of. yo u really should be practicing those." and i was like "ok.." and then shes like "you dont do your scales" and i was like "but i know them!" and she said "sure you do. if you know them, do four octaved of F sharp major, hands together, whole, quarter, half, eighth." so i did it quite poorly (F sharp is a hard one) and she was giving me these scornful looks. i'm like fuck you! i really made an effort to practice this week and you're shutting me down before i even start! she we start on my first piece and i play it flawlessly and she's like "good job, very well practiced. you should be very proud." and i said "uh huh." so she's like "uh huh? thats all i ever get out of you. no smiles or grin, just uh huh. when i tell you you've done a good job, i'm giving you a compliment! you should smile or something!" its like AHHHHHHH you can't be rude to me one second and nice to me the next and expect me to conform to your moods! she pissed me off the whole time. but damn, i proved her wrong. i played really well. so take that bitch.
now im home and i'm doing my HW like a good little homework bot even though the only classes we have tomorrow are D block and E which will be science MCAS. we get to school at 11:10. i wonder what i'll do. something with jo (yes jo?) cause she alwasy has plans. or maybe i'll go directly to the source:beth. anyways, i'd better get back to talking to the poeple i'm neglecting online right now... those stupid blinking IMs are driving me crazy.
i love shadows you watch slowly creep up on your from down the street. and i love when the wind is nice and warm but the air is cool.
- beck
everyone was really nice today. i liked what i was wearing (capris, black sequin shoes, black v neck tanktop, black 3/4 fcuk cardigan) and so many people conplimented my haircut. i wonder if they really like it? but everyone said they did without me prompting them, so i think they do. i think its too short, but thats just me. its a hella lotta easy to do it in the mornings now. i'm just having a really great day. i want to spread my joy hehe im bubbly.
after school we got the fresh cruise tix and went for extra help with dambo. i swear, he smokes up. his eyes are always red and blotchy. it makes my eyes water (damn that habit!)
speaking of smoking, aaron and i left math 20 mins, early and went out to smokers alley. he had his cig and i had my banana hehe. he's really fun to talk to, especially because he has the funniest stories. we had a conversation about him and drugs. he said that he knows hes addicted and that smoking makes him feel more relaxed. we're kinda like the anti-each other but it's really intertesting to her his point of view. ah but then he scared me cause he said some day his mom came home and found him drunk so she said "where's the alcohol?" and he said " my closet" so she went and got it and drank it and then asked if he had any weed so they smoked together. wow. thats horribly creepy and he damn well knows it!
rachel came over after school for like an hour and we played melee (we're dorks!) i was almost late to piano, but got there just ontime.
i hate the way mrs.porter treats me. i came in all excited to show her what i'd done because i actually practiced really hard this week. i usually warm up by sigt reading, but she decided to make me do hanon. so i did a hanon, and she was like "sort of. yo u really should be practicing those." and i was like "ok.." and then shes like "you dont do your scales" and i was like "but i know them!" and she said "sure you do. if you know them, do four octaved of F sharp major, hands together, whole, quarter, half, eighth." so i did it quite poorly (F sharp is a hard one) and she was giving me these scornful looks. i'm like fuck you! i really made an effort to practice this week and you're shutting me down before i even start! she we start on my first piece and i play it flawlessly and she's like "good job, very well practiced. you should be very proud." and i said "uh huh." so she's like "uh huh? thats all i ever get out of you. no smiles or grin, just uh huh. when i tell you you've done a good job, i'm giving you a compliment! you should smile or something!" its like AHHHHHHH you can't be rude to me one second and nice to me the next and expect me to conform to your moods! she pissed me off the whole time. but damn, i proved her wrong. i played really well. so take that bitch.
now im home and i'm doing my HW like a good little homework bot even though the only classes we have tomorrow are D block and E which will be science MCAS. we get to school at 11:10. i wonder what i'll do. something with jo (yes jo?) cause she alwasy has plans. or maybe i'll go directly to the source:beth. anyways, i'd better get back to talking to the poeple i'm neglecting online right now... those stupid blinking IMs are driving me crazy.
i love shadows you watch slowly creep up on your from down the street. and i love when the wind is nice and warm but the air is cool.
- beck