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I LOVE L.A. <3
There are so many things I am going to miss about this place. I act like I'm leaving it forever, but I grew up and lived here all my life. It's all I've ever known. I'm leaving for 3 months to Idaho. Where there's nothing but potatoes and the population of who knows what..Hah, but I know it isn't like L.A. I'm so used to NOISE, CROWDS, CITY, CITY, CITY. I love the city life. I want to experience the country life. I remember always wanting to live in the country. We'll see if I like it...I would want to move back home though. Anywhere in California really. I'm thinking of coming back to Grad school here. Maybe UCSD or UCSF..We'll see. I'm not ready for the journey ahead. The people I've grown close to here, just make me want to stay, but I know it's only for the better. I need change. We all need change. I just want to embrace change for the rest of my life. I don't want to get old, but it's a part of life. I hope I grow old outside, but NEVER INSIDE. NEVER. Life is supposed to be an adventure. Explore, live, learn. I love how this 90 year old woman in Mexico discovered the church at 90 and got baptized. See! She's still learning and I think people need to stop being so stuck in a rut and be open to CHANGE. I love life! It's hard, but it's worth all the pain. =)