Days that start sadly

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i don't think my week can get any sadder.. i mean i wake up super late and Hartigan never lets me do that... no spring in my step as i get out of bed.. nothing.. and i wondered why.. now i know and i wish i would have woken up happy this week.. I thought my heart was going to bleed through my chest when i heard about Chris Farley dying... same with Layne Stanley.. and i guess it all bled out.. all i can feel is this numbing pain in my chest.. Chris Penn was a wonderful actor.. handsome... funny.. i swear if i could have ever met him i would have just stared all googly eyed.. maybe even drooled.. silly i know.. but it is true.. all i can say is this is unfair.. he was soo young.. soo handsome.. soo alot of other things that now thinking then seem almost disrespectful.. *shrugs* I am thankful for the movies he did.. so i can watch him over and over and over again.. but damn who ever thought it was his time to go.. someone fucked up there.. someone dropped the ball.

Rest in eternal Happiness

Chris Penn