Oct 02, 2011 12:54
I was shocked at how cold it was this morning.. I didn't get to sleep til after 2am cause of Kumo putting soo much crap on me i have no control of and he has full control over.. so i stayed up reading and worrying.. finished one book and started on a new one.. I woke up at 7am and freaked out cause I forgot to close Monkey's window last night.. went in his room and he didn't even move.. I checked his window and it was closed and locked... walking out and closing the door i heard Kumo's alarm going off in the living room...... so i laid in bed and waited.. I tried to sleep but i couldn't.. so 30 minutes pass and i go and get him up.. I got fussed at... so i went back to bed.. or tried... around 8:30ish Bee was fussing and I was hoping she would fall back asleep.. she quieted down and as i was dozing off... ... ... crying.. I tried to get Bee to lay with me and sleep but then Monkey got up and it all fell apart.. so now i am running on fumes.. I hope i make it through the day... a long lonely day...