Strangers have so much potential, but once you meet them, that image you had of them all slips away

Dec 04, 2006 22:35

I am constantly rubbing my eyes, trying to apply pressure to the sleepless. I wonder if I keep doing this, will I end up blind? Today, I had what I did have of my wisdom {teeth} was knocked down by a half. I wish for a lot of things like stopping the gnawing, dull pain on my bloodied gums, warm food to calm the growling of an empty stomach, the futile hope that evolution could speed itself up a little and have these "extra props" to go away. Funny how you spend so much money straightening them and then get stabbed in the back/gums, handing over more money to pull out teeth that may harm what was perfect. It's like that game, whack-a-mole. actually I think whack-a-mole can be very well applied to life.

It seems everyday there is a new challenge to overcome. Something to test your strengths, but more importantly your weaknesses. Like how much you can take of people ignoring your advice or how snotty you can get when things start piling on you. I got pre-tencious/tension down to a science. I am in no physical or emotional shape, I have not exercised in awhile/months. Maybe what I need are a few good endorphines bouncing around in my system. Is there really no way to beat the system? How can you win when you, yourself is the problem?

I think my library books are overdue, and I haven't sat down to read them yet. I should probably watch my mouth more, it's spilling more than it needs to. I'm hoping for something like a {Christmas} break. I've got a few ideas and I wish you would give me credit when its due. Just subtly or rather just don't give it to someone else, that's all.

I miss every stranger, I've never met.
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