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i remember
each of those years without her
completely haunted
willfully and then, later, by force in my vulnerable and slumbering mind
i remember each day wasted while I fought with that lover of mine
frustrated and listless, my arm cradling a spinning head
slip into sleep
blues into bliss

i remember
startled and anxious, wild eyed medusa in surreal form
unintelligible sharp tongued darts flew
'there's no escape', I thought, 'even here she cascades fear'
i remember this is a dream, and i flee so fast and hard
to find the one to quench my poisoned mouth
i always found her and it always rained
that stolen kiss would last to morning

i remember
upon waking shock to find my hair so dry
and this bitter face so parched
in the company of one and so alone
i remember the smile on my face and how it refused to fade
how my wandering mind has always found a way to you
to spite all distance, time, and circumstance
always looking to meet your eyes in the morning