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Preech it brotha..
Sometimes in life you try so hard to do what's right that you start to wrong the people who are closest to you. You try to make other people see this big plan you have inside your head that helps you sleep at night in a world so hellish, but they can't see it. And it's just to bad you can't force them to see it, because maybe they don't want to see it. And in the end you come to find out that you were foolish for trying. Why should people stop drinking and driving..why stop using the chemicals that are damaging their bodies and beautiful minds..why stop treating others like shit...why. How dare you ask them to do this. And when that rain pours down on your heart and there is no way to escape that flood inside your head, then to swim away as fast, as scared and a selfish as you can..you learn that maybe you were blinded to begin with. You played with fire and made it bigger..you thought you were just trying to help the others keep warm, but you only scorched yourself. It was pointless. And swimming in the sadness you send amends to the people you hurt, but they can't hear you under the water. Your heart weighs you down and you sink to the bottom cold and lonely. Maybe someone else mature will come along and stand by you. Maybe you're just stuck in a world full of shitty little people who do shitty big things. I just love you, and maybe I'm so blind that I can't see how I could've hurt anyone by doing what's morally right...And I don't want to do this but why not, I can't believe that anyone could ever feel the same about me again.
Just remember the times we fed the ducks.