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I'm having one of those nights. I just haven't been able to stop crying. I'm sick of cheating, lying assholes. I'm sick of guys who have no respect for the women around them. The stupid barnes and noble guy and idiot navy guy at the hotel the other night can go to hell. I was telling Brandon, if I wasn't at work at the time I woulda kicked the Navy guy in the balls and said some pretty profane words for disrespecting me in front of coworkers. As for Barnes & Noble, that was just embarrassing. Sorry, you'll just never see me in the middle of a public place, looking at a magazine of naked men....or even in the privacy of my house for that matter.
I really think I need therapy. I think I'm going to make it my New Years Resolution: Get Therapy and Go on a diet so I can't be called an Amazon anymore.
I wish I could just start treating some guys the way I am....but I can't bring myself to do that. That would be stooping too low. I really need more girlfriends. I mean, I DO have some nice guy friends like Dak and Brandon. Darren too, but who knows, he just hasn't given me REASON to think otherwise yet. I'll give him a chance, I suppose. I swear I should make out a survey to screen my guy friends. Otherwise I run into people like Aaron, Eric, Jason and Matt.
I guess it's pretty obvious, I have a strong hatred towards men...and myself for that matter.
I really think I need therapy. I think I'm going to make it my New Years Resolution: Get Therapy and Go on a diet so I can't be called an Amazon anymore.
I wish I could just start treating some guys the way I am....but I can't bring myself to do that. That would be stooping too low. I really need more girlfriends. I mean, I DO have some nice guy friends like Dak and Brandon. Darren too, but who knows, he just hasn't given me REASON to think otherwise yet. I'll give him a chance, I suppose. I swear I should make out a survey to screen my guy friends. Otherwise I run into people like Aaron, Eric, Jason and Matt.
I guess it's pretty obvious, I have a strong hatred towards men...and myself for that matter.