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Why do I always get caught up in the memories of the past?
Everytime I drive down scenic, I think about driving to his house to get tennis rackets. Doesn't help either that he was right behind me, tonight on my way home from work.
When I listen to SPM, I think of late nights at the beach, and driving down the highway with the windows down, music blasting and wind blowing through my hair.
Whenever I see flowers, I think of the most beautiful flowers I was ever given. Whenever I cuddle with lee, I think of Christmas and New Year's with him.
These memories...in a way...HAUNT ME. I need to get over them. I miss these things. I always try to find to remember the good, or the GREAT in people, which is why I just give out so many chances.
I think I'm just a plain CONFUSED individual, and I should probably be in therapy for this.
Everytime I drive down scenic, I think about driving to his house to get tennis rackets. Doesn't help either that he was right behind me, tonight on my way home from work.
When I listen to SPM, I think of late nights at the beach, and driving down the highway with the windows down, music blasting and wind blowing through my hair.
Whenever I see flowers, I think of the most beautiful flowers I was ever given. Whenever I cuddle with lee, I think of Christmas and New Year's with him.
These memories...in a way...HAUNT ME. I need to get over them. I miss these things. I always try to find to remember the good, or the GREAT in people, which is why I just give out so many chances.
I think I'm just a plain CONFUSED individual, and I should probably be in therapy for this.