Oct 02, 2005 00:52
Today was really a rough day. I went to the memorial at 2:00, and I've basically been crying ever since. I've given up on trying to keep my makeup fresh looking. Puffy eyes are in now, didn't you know?
I miss him so much. I hope that by the time I die, I am HALF the person James is.
I just want to say thanks to all my friends who have helped me out over the past week and a half.
Sarah, I don't know where to start. From day one you were with me, even though we were 500 miles apart. Than you for being that person I could call before bed every night, when I couldn't sleep cause I was thinking about him. I love you.
Dak, I'll always love you. Thank you for being there for me when I needed to talk. Also, thanks for not giving me advice--you know me too well.
Ellie, being a shoulder to cry on right when I found out.
Shannon, for putting up with my sour attitude, and being an understanding roommate.
Matt, I've known you 5 weeks and you've already seen me cry. Thanks for stepping up and doing all you could to make me laugh. I needed it. Also, special thanks to Dane Cook for aiding Matt;).
Katie, For just plain BEING there. I'm so glad to have such an amazing friend like you. I'm greatful for such a close friend, and crazy, I've only known you 6 weeks!
Vincent, For forcing me to eat, to stay strong and to not neglect my own personal needs during this time.