Feb 02, 2007 22:37
does anyone have access to a time machine?
i mean i'm pretty happy with the direction of my life right now, but sometimes i wish i could do some temporary time travel back a few years to when the toughest decisions i made were between what flavor of pucker to buy for a 3 day weekend. this real life of psych reports, consultations, internships, weddings, reunions, questions, answers is all very overwhelming sometimes. and those are the sometimes when my time machine would come in handy. sometimes i'd go to skateandsurf, or a MEST show, and other times i'd go to a snowstorm in boston. or maybe i'd go play scrabble with my granny before she got so sick.
but i guess if life worked that way it'd be kind of pointless. the past wouldn't mean as much if you could always go back to it. but superficially, without getting existential, it'd be nice to have no real worries again, if only for a few days.
in other news, i've been having a reoccurring dream for the past several months where my teeth start falling out one by one. i also had a dream where i got engaged and married-to nobody. literally no one. i had the ring, put on the dress, got in a limo and everyone was crying but there was no groom! if someone with one of those dream books could help me out i'd be forever grateful and amused. google told me my teeth fall out because of a current huge life transition but right now all i have is too much homework.