im sick
and when im sick i catch up on things i havne't done in awhile like this little livejournal.. oh how popular it was in high school... if you didnt have one it was something of a treasure hunt to find a code' even if you didnt like blogging anyhow. i;ve changed so much since high school that i find i often no longer get along with the people i considered best friends at the time. what was important to me then seems completly trivial now. the cliques are ridiculous and the dramam unnecessary. The distance from the person i was then grows everyday to the point that i see old friends and cant wait until i can get on to my new ones. How small the world of high school was...how contained..how simple. how i wish my only worries were an exam now and now making the bills...how blessed are those who can afford to go to college and not work fulltime doing it. If theres one thing iknow its that i will succeed and i dont need people in my life with their crisis and one night stand dreams. Im goin much bigger now people, ive lost attachments that brought me down and its a whole new year anyways...may it be the best one yet and may noone get pregnant because lets face it..babies are the begginning of life in general..but the end of yours as you know it..and im quite alright having the freedom to party. mAy it be prosperous for you and may you experience new things..god knows i will.