reinvention you say? ACHIEVED SAYS I

[soundsiren]

its the year of reinvention. i know that its been alomst a month into the new year butive been uterrly depressing and down so im a little late with the resouloutions.

im going to lose 50 pounds, and actually do it not just say it
i will go to culinary schoolby any means possible whethe in pasadena or palm springs
i will get a credit card
i will pay off my debt first
by the end of the year i will no longer ask my father for help
i will start to actually become normal again
i will see him for the very last time to END it all, let marlee know the truth and then change my number
i will get a new job

i suppose you need optimism for this reinvention but i dont care, the year of reinvention is underway

that was my resolutions for last year
for the record i lost thirty pounds and couting
for the record i dont want to go to culinary school anymore
for the record i didnt get a credit card but went through two cars and am establishing credit with my newest and current one
for the record i no longer ask my father for help
for the record can you define normal for me?
for the record i dont care about jim anymoreand havent heard from him in over a year...he's just a series of blurs like he never occured
for the record ive had SEVERAL new jobs

who says new years resolutions dont work?

the ones for this years include
going to college
paying of my car
paying of my grandmother
respecting myself more

in other news im in simi for a week you best be seeing me.
this year was brought to me by
jack
kevin
ryan
natalie
justin
vanessa
stevie
ang
chelle