Oct 26, 2006 22:24
Epiphany of the day: no more Tuscany. No sex. I'm at square one.
New relationships are full of new insights.
I'm getting weird about food again. I starve and binge, starve and binge. It's a bad cycle. I'm starting to see my therapist more. Three hours a week. I need it. I'm going to lose it.
Seriously, this is Buddy all over again, but I can tell that this time it will be worse. But of course, I don't let that stop me from doing whatever it is I'm doing.
I WILL NOT LOSE IT.
How do I do that? How do I hold it all in? Anyway.
I have a psych exam tomorrow. I can't decide if I want to study or not. I can't decide anything right now. I'm seriously about to have a panic attack.
Where is Dan? Brendan? Andrew? Notice who I didn't mention. That's gotta be a red flag.