I know what I'm worth so fuck what people say
I'm getting really tired of shit lately.
Although, I am here on campus actually at school which feels nice. Gives me this feeling of progress. I think this is why I love going to work so much and being here for so long. I can't really get over how busy I'm gonna be in the next couple of months, it makes me excited. I think what I'm getting sick of shit here in Sacramento. I want to leave for some strange reason. Just get away, relax somewhere. Have a short time away from here. I'm not tired of work and school, I just want to get out and meet some more people. Maybe thats just it too, I'm just sick of people's shit around here. I have some really good friends that I feel like I'm neglecting, but ya know I know they understand. That's what good friends are for afterall, to understand when shit is going down in another friend's life to just give them some room. They all should know that I always got them when they start to fall or if they need someone.
I'm just trying to figure shit out. I guess theres not much to figure out considering on the surface it would seem like I have it all under control, but I won't lie that's really not the case. There's so much stuff I want to accomplish and it just seems like there's not enough time. I have my whole life, I think I lost track of this though.
I want to make moves. I want to make a contribution. I want to just live.
So tired of this shit that they say you need to do all this.
I've just come to realize a lot today.
Things are great. All around.
I just tend to think things out too much.
Don't get the wrong impression of this entry, I'm actually feeling great about everything. Just wishing for some big things to happen. I'm sick of waiting, if something is going to happen it needs to happen soon.
Although, I am here on campus actually at school which feels nice. Gives me this feeling of progress. I think this is why I love going to work so much and being here for so long. I can't really get over how busy I'm gonna be in the next couple of months, it makes me excited. I think what I'm getting sick of shit here in Sacramento. I want to leave for some strange reason. Just get away, relax somewhere. Have a short time away from here. I'm not tired of work and school, I just want to get out and meet some more people. Maybe thats just it too, I'm just sick of people's shit around here. I have some really good friends that I feel like I'm neglecting, but ya know I know they understand. That's what good friends are for afterall, to understand when shit is going down in another friend's life to just give them some room. They all should know that I always got them when they start to fall or if they need someone.
I'm just trying to figure shit out. I guess theres not much to figure out considering on the surface it would seem like I have it all under control, but I won't lie that's really not the case. There's so much stuff I want to accomplish and it just seems like there's not enough time. I have my whole life, I think I lost track of this though.
I want to make moves. I want to make a contribution. I want to just live.
So tired of this shit that they say you need to do all this.
I've just come to realize a lot today.
Things are great. All around.
I just tend to think things out too much.
Don't get the wrong impression of this entry, I'm actually feeling great about everything. Just wishing for some big things to happen. I'm sick of waiting, if something is going to happen it needs to happen soon.