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In hope, there will be forever waiting for you
In hope you'll never look back and hate these days I've held your hands
Falling away
Changing each day to his own fate
until I am needed no more for his comfort or his joy
In hope there's an answer
And in hope I cry
But I am beaten still the same by this subtle game
As he breaks away I turn my face to ( Read more... )
In hope you'll never look back and hate these days I've held your hands
Falling away
Changing each day to his own fate
until I am needed no more for his comfort or his joy
In hope there's an answer
And in hope I cry
But I am beaten still the same by this subtle game
As he breaks away I turn my face to ( Read more... )
i dont really understand what you're talking about. are you talking about someone? or are you personifying something intangible? everything seems so foggy to me. or maybe its really obvious, but im really bad at interpreting things. meh.
do you believe you have false hopes? that everything in the end is bitter and cynical anyhow? that nothing good stays forever? that everything good is fleeting and temporary? im only guessing. so i hope you dont get offended.
you're not online! and this, i despise you for!! =p come back online. what is it, the fourth day you're not online? ah poo. you must have a secret sn (as i do too. muahaha) or maybe not.
hey babe, dont stress about the you know what. it'll come in time and i have faith in you. I believe you are more worthy than you can see in yourself. You are so precious. so unbelievable! and keep your head up!
i speak no lies honey! blahh!!
i hate my period!! and when i have it, im usually really sulky and not really nice to people.
consider this like.. "wow! jennys on her period and shes being so extra special towards me. i must be super diddly special."
yeah, cuz thats what you are! super diddly special!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEE YOU TOMORROW WOMAN!
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and show your face so our fears will be quelched!!
oh man. my eyes burn. snapp
btw, i was arguing with my dad about discrimination and whatever. it pisses me off. but i love him nonetheless. and he is WRONG! WRONGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
btwwwwwwww. i am going to compile A NEWWWWW packet of poems for you. just because you're cool in my book.
btw, you're coming with us to see the jacket on friday/saturday.
we JUSTTTTTT decided these plans today. recent plans! so dont feel left out woman!
and i was just kidding when i said, whatever i said today. i was purely joking and dont tell me to shut up cuz i wont. you cant stop this motor mouth. or motor fingers! muahahhaa. im quick with my fingers.
helloooooooo. i am rambling. or maybe because whenever im around you, word comes out of my like diarriah. massive! its like an explosion of the orfice. hahaha . jk. am i gross?
i hope no one reads this! for everyone will know my obsession with anal cavities! and yes! that is why I have that problem! haha. jk.
mahhhhhhhhhh. i have to write like.. 3 pages of my opinion on this sixteen page packet of psych stuff. oh pish posh tho, right?! other students have more work each day. im such a whiney little woman. other people deal with more! like jobs and whateverr and loads of extra tough classes. tons of reading. yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. thats how the world works. slackers like me live in this world, depending on other people for the sake of living. but sarah! i applied for a job. finally right? my growing up has been delayed by myself for such a long time. time for me to enter into the "real world!" or at least, my pseudo "real world." cuz wantagh aint nothing but a little village. oh man, i have to learn to live on my own or else i'll be devoured by the world!
BTW IM READING DRY NOW! im on page forty-nine. not very far in as you can seee. but! i like it so far. and i cant read it now because loads of work to do. and i have to get word perfect downloaded on my computer so i can like.. ya know, uh....actually type up the work? the transferring of the files onto my computer is going so slow!
but no worries, it'll be done in about an hour? thirty minutes? whatever. i can B.S. work like no other! actually, not really. i got an A minus on my last report i bsed. and that made me upset because it was a one and a half pager. hahaha. *drop of one single tear.
as you can see, i am wasting my time. and i am probably wasting yours. but seriously, has this not been good for you? i mean, i allowed you to escape into my own WONDERFUL, and exciting world for what, two minutes? uh...yes!
omygosh sarah!
why do i bother you?
well, thats easy. its just in my nature.
i heart you, you little woman, whose head reaches my chin. <33333
and just like you always say,
"hugs and kisses."
feel better.
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<333333333333333333333333
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i'm 64% alive.
you're the only thing that made me laugh today.
i'll write more.
you are THE best.
they don't get no better, kiddo.
thank you. a lot.
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take care. i dont know whats ailing your mind, but it'll be gone soon enough. nothing lasts forever anyway.
btw, i like this quote : "it is in the darkest of hours when the soul is replenished and renewed again."
and this one too: "Even in the dark, you can still see the stars."
something like that. hello, those made me feel better two years ago.
okay, i really gotta go now.
bye hot stuff
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