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Hmm. I'm in an okay mood, but a shitty one at the same time. I'm not even gonna try to explain why. I don't think I even know the answer to that one.
Didn't get to go to the Rev last night, nor Brain Failure on Tuesday. For some reason this doesn't surprise me.
Last night that stupid bitch I was supposed to be buying a station wagon from called and told me she already sold it, so now I'm selling my fucking car on ebay for no reason. Wheee. That was a waste of a fucking day.
I'm sure today will be yet another boring, completely eventless day. I'll wait around after school to talk to people that never talk to me anymore, only to be let down and go call my dad. Then I'll wait 5-10 minutes in shitty weather for him to finally come. When we finally do get home (because he's such a slow fucking driver), he'll bitch at me for random messes thoughout the house that don't belong to me, will more than likely make me do the dishes, and not permit me to sleep because "it'll be too hard to sleep at night" if I do. All I want to do is sleep. I really shouldn't have any problem sleeping at night but I do.
Well, now it's 9:10, and I'm gonna have to wait a bit longer before I can go bug dave. I just can't stand school anymore. Here's a break down of what I do:
1st: I usually go, but if Kortnie's not there, or if the teacher is lecturing, I don't. Like today, for example.
2nd: If anyone has any better suggestions I'll sluff it, usually I go because it's a computer class (I'm in it right now). I normally can't stand to sit through the entire class though.
3rd: I always go, it's my only class with Kristi.
4th: I haven't gone since some time in the middle of first term, I go to Higly's instead.
5th: Sometimes I go, sometiems I walk around, depends.
6th: I don't go anymore, the teacher's cool, but I feel like I dissapoint her and I don't want her to give me a guilt trip (or a ticket). I usually go to Higly's.
7th: Lately I've been going to this computer lab nearby. If I stay in that class for too long I get to feelin' extremely homicidal.
8th: Higly's, and yes, I go.
So I've determined that even showing up to school is completely pointless, yet, I still go. I don't know what it is that I stay for, but whatever it is, it must be pretty fuckin' meaningful if it's keeping me in school.
I can't think of anything else to ramble about. All I want right now is to take a fuckin' nap. Lunch is gonna suck ass, I know it. Hopefully I won't be here. 3rd... hmm I'd better get happy before then. As long as I'm in a good mood it goes well.
Didn't get to go to the Rev last night, nor Brain Failure on Tuesday. For some reason this doesn't surprise me.
Last night that stupid bitch I was supposed to be buying a station wagon from called and told me she already sold it, so now I'm selling my fucking car on ebay for no reason. Wheee. That was a waste of a fucking day.
I'm sure today will be yet another boring, completely eventless day. I'll wait around after school to talk to people that never talk to me anymore, only to be let down and go call my dad. Then I'll wait 5-10 minutes in shitty weather for him to finally come. When we finally do get home (because he's such a slow fucking driver), he'll bitch at me for random messes thoughout the house that don't belong to me, will more than likely make me do the dishes, and not permit me to sleep because "it'll be too hard to sleep at night" if I do. All I want to do is sleep. I really shouldn't have any problem sleeping at night but I do.
Well, now it's 9:10, and I'm gonna have to wait a bit longer before I can go bug dave. I just can't stand school anymore. Here's a break down of what I do:
1st: I usually go, but if Kortnie's not there, or if the teacher is lecturing, I don't. Like today, for example.
2nd: If anyone has any better suggestions I'll sluff it, usually I go because it's a computer class (I'm in it right now). I normally can't stand to sit through the entire class though.
3rd: I always go, it's my only class with Kristi.
4th: I haven't gone since some time in the middle of first term, I go to Higly's instead.
5th: Sometimes I go, sometiems I walk around, depends.
6th: I don't go anymore, the teacher's cool, but I feel like I dissapoint her and I don't want her to give me a guilt trip (or a ticket). I usually go to Higly's.
7th: Lately I've been going to this computer lab nearby. If I stay in that class for too long I get to feelin' extremely homicidal.
8th: Higly's, and yes, I go.
So I've determined that even showing up to school is completely pointless, yet, I still go. I don't know what it is that I stay for, but whatever it is, it must be pretty fuckin' meaningful if it's keeping me in school.
I can't think of anything else to ramble about. All I want right now is to take a fuckin' nap. Lunch is gonna suck ass, I know it. Hopefully I won't be here. 3rd... hmm I'd better get happy before then. As long as I'm in a good mood it goes well.