Homeward Bound (minus the cat)
Today, I will talk in my journal like no one I know ever reads it, for I realized that I made this journal for me not really for everyone else. The fact that they read it is just an added bonus.
So I'm done with two finals and have two more and a jury. My two hardest finals are on the same day...Monday night I will be up all night. Ah well. Tuesday will be weird. I have to say goodbye to Jason. He's moving to New York. It's amazing how months and months ago I just talked about how hot he was in this journal and now he's one of my really good friends. Awesome. I'll miss him a lot.
So I think that Aaron might actually be scared or disturbed by me. Since the first time we met he would just look at me and keep walking and since we didn't really know each other that well that was fine. After he explained to me that he didn't really think that people had to always "speak" when they see each other I understood 2% more why he never really said anything. Now it's like he...I don't know it's awkward. Not that it's not always that. He just doesn't say anything at all. Not "hey," not the surprise hug in the hall that turns into him running away. yesterday in the library he started to say something to me and then he said, "I can't" and just walked away. No idea. I guess it doesn't matter. I want to be his friend, but I'm not even going to see him for the next three months so we'll just have to start from scratch in the fall.
So I'm going home in less than a week. Super excited. For one, I get to see my family. Second, I get to go to my church. (You all from Grace know what that means so don't trip.) Third, I need time to get over/not see John everyday. Fourth, I get to start working with Pastor David and Jewelie!!!!! The list could go on. I need to enjoy my time at home anyway. I might be getting an apartment up here in the fall. I don't want to live up here, but the fact is that I have another year and a half left and it is definately cheaper to live off campus.
It's going to be odd going home though. Just like it always is I guess. Not seeing people for months that you've grown up with is always fun and interesting. I haven't seen or talked to Brice in a year. I haven't seen/ had a real conversation with Christina for months. Many months; atleast four. I haven't seen everyone else since spring break. I just hate when things are awkward, so I just wind up staying at home. Ah well, I'll deal. Just so everyone knows when I get home, no, I do not want to go see a movie. I do, however, want to learn the bus syetem and find a non-resturant to work at, just in case anyone is up for that. But for the first couple of days I will be doing nothing, btu enjoying my family so I don't want to go anywhere really besides Ashley's graduation thing.
Now it is time for meaningless cartoons.
Oh this is the full picture of what my background is...I love it
