Fan fic: 49 song inspirations [12]
Project: 49 song inspirations
Title: Hope #12
Song: I Changed My Name by Sugarcult
Author: Mika (bleeding_jaws)
Band: The Gazette
Character: Ruki
Rating: PG13
Genre: Angst
Chapters: one shot / drabble
Warning: None
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone at all. No matter whom they are or where they are.
Summary: I know nothing will come of it.
Comments: Just go with it, lol. And please comment!
01 Friendship, 02 Hollow Pain, 03 For Now, 04 Idiot Love, 05 I Am All That's Left, 06 Emergency Room, 07 Death Is Calling My Name, 08 Chocolate Treat, 09 Beginning, 10 Alive And Flying, 11 Love Like Hate, 12 Hope, 13 Marks, 14 Filthy Pure, 15 Up Against The Wall, 16 Insomnia, 17 The end, 18 Dream
Every time. Before I fall asleep. I bury my head in my pillow. And scream at the top of my lungs for a miracle to happen. Twenty years have it been. Since I was seven years old. And I still do it. Because. You know, I’ve begged with everything I have. But there never was a miracle that could exist. I know. I know that. Still. I can’t stop screaming for it.
Tears falling down my cheeks. Wets my pillow. But I just press my face harder against it. Curl my toes. Dig my nails into the mattress. And I scream. For a miracle to free me from this hateful place.
I know nothing will come of it. But I still hope. And hope. As I scream my pain to sleep.
Hope. The only thing they couldn’t rip from my soul.
Title: Hope #12
Song: I Changed My Name by Sugarcult
Author: Mika (bleeding_jaws)
Band: The Gazette
Character: Ruki
Rating: PG13
Genre: Angst
Chapters: one shot / drabble
Warning: None
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone at all. No matter whom they are or where they are.
Summary: I know nothing will come of it.
Comments: Just go with it, lol. And please comment!
01 Friendship, 02 Hollow Pain, 03 For Now, 04 Idiot Love, 05 I Am All That's Left, 06 Emergency Room, 07 Death Is Calling My Name, 08 Chocolate Treat, 09 Beginning, 10 Alive And Flying, 11 Love Like Hate, 12 Hope, 13 Marks, 14 Filthy Pure, 15 Up Against The Wall, 16 Insomnia, 17 The end, 18 Dream
Every time. Before I fall asleep. I bury my head in my pillow. And scream at the top of my lungs for a miracle to happen. Twenty years have it been. Since I was seven years old. And I still do it. Because. You know, I’ve begged with everything I have. But there never was a miracle that could exist. I know. I know that. Still. I can’t stop screaming for it.
Tears falling down my cheeks. Wets my pillow. But I just press my face harder against it. Curl my toes. Dig my nails into the mattress. And I scream. For a miracle to free me from this hateful place.
I know nothing will come of it. But I still hope. And hope. As I scream my pain to sleep.
Hope. The only thing they couldn’t rip from my soul.