and its been a while, since i could hold my head up high...
i havent updated in a while, so there is probably alot of stuff i should iclude into this entry.
life seems to get only harder and harder. the people you care about seem to drift further and further away. maybe its me doing the drifting tho. and maybe not. i've thought alot about what it would be like if i would have stayed in cali. theres alot that wouldnt have happened for me here. and im sure there is alot i have missed out over there as well tho. i dont think i could have traded what little i have here though. because to me, what little i have, is everything to me. i know i have wonderful friends here, and a wonderful family too. this is whare i grew up, whare my memories are. this is whare my life is. and i guess you could say that i came home because i missed everthing here over-whelmingly, but i think i was also scared to be left out. scared of being forgot about. and im sure every one of my friends would say that that couldnt happen. non the less i feel secure and safe here. but whats going to happen when everyone else grows up and moves away? will they worry about me forgeting about them? who knows. i hope i made the right choice by moving back here. gota flex.
life seems to get only harder and harder. the people you care about seem to drift further and further away. maybe its me doing the drifting tho. and maybe not. i've thought alot about what it would be like if i would have stayed in cali. theres alot that wouldnt have happened for me here. and im sure there is alot i have missed out over there as well tho. i dont think i could have traded what little i have here though. because to me, what little i have, is everything to me. i know i have wonderful friends here, and a wonderful family too. this is whare i grew up, whare my memories are. this is whare my life is. and i guess you could say that i came home because i missed everthing here over-whelmingly, but i think i was also scared to be left out. scared of being forgot about. and im sure every one of my friends would say that that couldnt happen. non the less i feel secure and safe here. but whats going to happen when everyone else grows up and moves away? will they worry about me forgeting about them? who knows. i hope i made the right choice by moving back here. gota flex.