Mar 15, 2004 10:17
should she corner different colors for this scene.
im confused.
do i need to change for the baby?
i mean obviously i have to make some obvious life changes that pretty much come naturally.
but. can i be the same person.
when i think of moms i don't see some girl named apryle with dirty shoes- weird remarks -social anxiety disorders-repetitive outfit wearing-and dirty hair.
vic said i would be a cute mommy.
does that mean turning into a mom. or just how i am right now being a mom.
this might just all sound crazy or ridiculous. but its a very serious thought for me.
and its fucking with me pretty hard.
but i know its lame.
this computer is on the ground and its a problem because my wrists feel like their broken now.
sorry this was my first real post in such a long time. maybe i already am i different person.
// love like.