Life
Well as of two days ago I am done coaching. It is a blessing and a curse. I really did like coaching and enjoyed the people I coached. But never the less I am glad it is done I finally have some time between class and work. It is great I have 3 hours to do whatever I want. But class is going well I finished my papers and midterms so that is a good thing.
Work is well let’s say interesting. They are tiring to get me to go canvassing for the fall referendum which I will not say yet that I agree or disagree with it I will say this. I don’t agree with how Dr S the superintendent is pushing everyone who works here to do this. To go around telling people to vote for it informing the general public of what the vote is. First off that is a violation of my rights to push me to do something I don’t want and will not get paid for to pass their political agenda. It is wrong in so many ways. Now it is not that only they want me to do it on a Saturday. Ok I am already under paid what the duce are you thinking. That I will give up my day to go spread news about something that I don’t really care about or believe in. Yes it is rubbing me the wrong way and I don’t like it at all. But the last thing is we will get blamed for it if it doesn’t pass. It is like the company I work for is brain washing its employees and I am avoiding it. Now honestly I have been through the school and well I do see a need for more money in them and what not but I don’t see what they are doing as right. So why give money to people who don’t know how to use what they have got. Yes I still have that opinion even though it could be my job that they will cut if it doesn’t pass. But yeah on a different subject about my job. I have an interview for the job I applied for that is a step high then where I am at now. I hope I do well and get the job it would be awesome.
Well in a week and 3 days I am going to be heading down to the south to push off on a boat and go on a cruise with my family. Yes my sister and my brother and my mom and dad are all going. It will be great!! I do miss my sister a lot even though I am use to her not being around now I still wish I could just go up to her and talk to her like old days but you know life goes on. On this cruise it will be the first time a> I will have money to get something really cool B> be of legal drinking age on the ship C> be able to go into a casino and I donor maybe sit down and play so black jack d> be independent enough to no be drug around everywhere. All in all it should be great. The only problem is that I have to find someone to watch the dog and well feed the fish. And well feeding the fish I am not to worry about because one it is cool to do it 2 they could last a long time without food. So I am excited to leave and get a real break.
Jenna and I are doing really well. We don’t fight as much anymore. Well I don’t know if I would consider it fight what happened before or more of just breaking in to the real relationship. I still am madly in love with that girl and I don’t really know why she is with me since I am such a dork it isn’t even funny. But it all works out well. She is coming home this weekend which is sweet.
On another point I would like to comment on. Where are we all heading? I have taken a look around me and at myself and asked where are we going and what are we doing. I have the feeling that everything we went through together as friends is kind of abandoned. We lost our direction and look at where we are. Do any of you look back and think to yourself I never thought I end up where I am now. I am not only saying this for other but myself also. I am not talking status of job and what not I am talking spiritual status. I feel like I am a mile back form where I was and I feel that is no way to help that. I do not like the place I am heading. So I am going to try and change but no man can do it alone. So I would like to start up something or do something to keep us all accountable. Keep open minds and press on into the world being the Godly person that we where once chasing after. I am disappointed in myself and all of us we need to get our act together and help out each other.
SHU
Work is well let’s say interesting. They are tiring to get me to go canvassing for the fall referendum which I will not say yet that I agree or disagree with it I will say this. I don’t agree with how Dr S the superintendent is pushing everyone who works here to do this. To go around telling people to vote for it informing the general public of what the vote is. First off that is a violation of my rights to push me to do something I don’t want and will not get paid for to pass their political agenda. It is wrong in so many ways. Now it is not that only they want me to do it on a Saturday. Ok I am already under paid what the duce are you thinking. That I will give up my day to go spread news about something that I don’t really care about or believe in. Yes it is rubbing me the wrong way and I don’t like it at all. But the last thing is we will get blamed for it if it doesn’t pass. It is like the company I work for is brain washing its employees and I am avoiding it. Now honestly I have been through the school and well I do see a need for more money in them and what not but I don’t see what they are doing as right. So why give money to people who don’t know how to use what they have got. Yes I still have that opinion even though it could be my job that they will cut if it doesn’t pass. But yeah on a different subject about my job. I have an interview for the job I applied for that is a step high then where I am at now. I hope I do well and get the job it would be awesome.
Well in a week and 3 days I am going to be heading down to the south to push off on a boat and go on a cruise with my family. Yes my sister and my brother and my mom and dad are all going. It will be great!! I do miss my sister a lot even though I am use to her not being around now I still wish I could just go up to her and talk to her like old days but you know life goes on. On this cruise it will be the first time a> I will have money to get something really cool B> be of legal drinking age on the ship C> be able to go into a casino and I donor maybe sit down and play so black jack d> be independent enough to no be drug around everywhere. All in all it should be great. The only problem is that I have to find someone to watch the dog and well feed the fish. And well feeding the fish I am not to worry about because one it is cool to do it 2 they could last a long time without food. So I am excited to leave and get a real break.
Jenna and I are doing really well. We don’t fight as much anymore. Well I don’t know if I would consider it fight what happened before or more of just breaking in to the real relationship. I still am madly in love with that girl and I don’t really know why she is with me since I am such a dork it isn’t even funny. But it all works out well. She is coming home this weekend which is sweet.
On another point I would like to comment on. Where are we all heading? I have taken a look around me and at myself and asked where are we going and what are we doing. I have the feeling that everything we went through together as friends is kind of abandoned. We lost our direction and look at where we are. Do any of you look back and think to yourself I never thought I end up where I am now. I am not only saying this for other but myself also. I am not talking status of job and what not I am talking spiritual status. I feel like I am a mile back form where I was and I feel that is no way to help that. I do not like the place I am heading. So I am going to try and change but no man can do it alone. So I would like to start up something or do something to keep us all accountable. Keep open minds and press on into the world being the Godly person that we where once chasing after. I am disappointed in myself and all of us we need to get our act together and help out each other.
SHU