Jan 25, 2010 21:31
i'm not a happy person anymore. i still smile and i still laugh but every night when im alone i feel dark and melancholic. i don't know what i did/continue to do to push everyone away from me. i am a person that thrives on friendship and love and now i feel like im grasping at straws to find either in a true form.
i know that i'm doing something wrong, but maybe i'm just too stubborn to realize what it is.