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i feel like i have so much to say, to so many people. but when it comes down to it, i dont have the energy or the will power. i don't even know what i want to say when i write to myself.
i can't really tell if i'm happy anymore. all of my emotions seem to be blending themselves into one big mush. an emotional mush.
all i know is that i'm happy when i see you and talk to you. real happy. and you know that.
and i really hate being alone, and i find myself alone too often.
i can't really tell if i'm happy anymore. all of my emotions seem to be blending themselves into one big mush. an emotional mush.
all i know is that i'm happy when i see you and talk to you. real happy. and you know that.
and i really hate being alone, and i find myself alone too often.