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I have just come back from the best week of my life......
Flew out to see my Nichola on thursday night.....i have never been so happy.
Had the most amazing weekend.....with some surprises......Nic said she felt the same way about me as i felt about her....we are both madly in love......
That saturday night was the happiest moment of my life......
Then it got better......
Nic has decided that she wants to spend the rest of her life with me (at this point, i was over the moon) and that she wants to move to back to Manchester, get a new job, apartment, etc, and spend the rest fo her life with me.....
Hopefully she will be coming over here in about 6 months time (i cant wait!)
But, as with every hello, there has to be a goodbye......this afternoon........
It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life - to turn and say goodbye to the one person i love the most in the world (sad, i know, but i'm in tears writing this)
I miss her so damn much, i want to be with her all the time. She is the only person in the world that makes me feel truly free and alive....I know she loves me, and that i will wait for ever for her, but i want her to be here, in my arms now.....
This is so unfair....why do i only get to see my baby for three days a month?.....and why is it so damn expensive to fly over to Dublin to see her?
Even though i am always in her toughts, i have never felt so alone.........
Nichola, by God, i miss you......i can't wait until we are together again.....and together forever....
Flew out to see my Nichola on thursday night.....i have never been so happy.
Had the most amazing weekend.....with some surprises......Nic said she felt the same way about me as i felt about her....we are both madly in love......
That saturday night was the happiest moment of my life......
Then it got better......
Nic has decided that she wants to spend the rest of her life with me (at this point, i was over the moon) and that she wants to move to back to Manchester, get a new job, apartment, etc, and spend the rest fo her life with me.....
Hopefully she will be coming over here in about 6 months time (i cant wait!)
But, as with every hello, there has to be a goodbye......this afternoon........
It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life - to turn and say goodbye to the one person i love the most in the world (sad, i know, but i'm in tears writing this)
I miss her so damn much, i want to be with her all the time. She is the only person in the world that makes me feel truly free and alive....I know she loves me, and that i will wait for ever for her, but i want her to be here, in my arms now.....
This is so unfair....why do i only get to see my baby for three days a month?.....and why is it so damn expensive to fly over to Dublin to see her?
Even though i am always in her toughts, i have never felt so alone.........
Nichola, by God, i miss you......i can't wait until we are together again.....and together forever....