Nov 01, 2004 06:30
you know whats really sad, when two people are best friends. then in less then one hour, your feelings towards that person could turn in to hate. its extremely sad how untrustworthy people can be.for example, something happened during the summer which really hurt me & ended my friendship with a "supposedly" good friend of mine. at 1st i thought " omg what am i to do without her ", as time progressed i realized i dont need someone like that in my life. if she really cared about me, she wouldve never put me in that position. as school drew near & us being in the same lunch, i decided just to let her know i had gotten over what she did to me..but honestly even though i thought i had gotten over it, i really didnt. as time progressed during school, i realized how fake she was. i asked myself " why would i even think about wanting her back in my life?"...& with my luck, she went to the same party as me one night & that moment i saw her. everything that had happened this past summer came into my mind. it was like i was experiencing the whole situation again & you know what, tears came down from my eyes. i was so hurt by everything that i wanted to leave that party. luckily, my friends persuaded me to stay & i had a good time. see right now as im typing this im crying. all you readers out there, i wish i could write what she did in this entry but i cant. it hurts too much to even say it. i was so hurt..the experience of it all permanetly bruised my heart on the inside..nothing will ever take that away, not even time. all i have to say to conclude this entry is.. that the girl who i called my best friend, really hurt me & nothing will ever change that.