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by putting together all menial loose ends that should have been together in the first place despite the precious little difference their absence brings, (think, "wearing pajamas instead of sleeping in clothes", "learning to drive", "cleaning", "reading up on the things i care about", and "meticulous hygiene!") i somehow expect that i'll become a different, brighter, and stronger human being standing ready for anything and everything while holding the respect of, eager suspense of, and command over all others..by tomorrow. and in this vision, i'm shiny. like, realllly shiny. i'm sure this fantasy could be easily manipulated into some kind of terrible social commentary featuring the words "pavlov" and "degeneration" but i'd really rather not think about it enough to elaborate. tomorrow i'm gonna wake up and be fucking shiny, i'm fuckin' tellin you guys, and then i'm gonna glow all over your shit.