Feb 18, 2009 17:52
So I was talking to andrie last night and I realized that we always have such good conversation and a good time together. I began to wonder why we broke up in the first place, I knew it was my doing.. But I still don't know why. Nerves? Broken heart? Scared to be treated good? Who knows.. I am still not ready to try it again, not because I want to protect my own heart.. But rather because I don't want to hurt him. I brought up the situation to him and he had a lovely explination. "Its just chemistry".
Chemistry... well im not a science person and I have always wondered what science hadto do with love anyways. Andrie explained it and it all seemed so obvious, beautiful, and romantic. Chemistry is the study of matter and how it interacts with other matter. If u put the wrong two together u will get an explosion, but if u put the right ones together then u get water, and water is one of the most essential things in life. Do u get it?
When u find the person who u combine with to make water.. You have one of the essentials to life. Of course, love and chemistry are not the only things to live.. But life wouldn't be good without it, now would it?
I wanna keep searching for my man to make water with me, and along the way I may have to have a few explosions, but it will be worth it. Im ready, are u?