what if...
what if.
i'd done different.
i've had a lot of life experiences.. ones that would potentially throw anyone else for a loop as to how to deal with it...
maybe it's just a perspective i've been given from watching californication now... i guess the moral of that story is the 'what if' of if i didn't have any ties to anything else and i just went out into orbit and did what i've found myself to do in places beyond where i'm limited to now..
i could go anywhere.
and probably ENJOY life more than i do now.
i aim to make the most of my time here, but every time i escape this orbit, i see what my potential is visa vie the world.
i don't think i fully appreciate the consequence of being shy in this world... i need to stop that side. at this point in my life, without the semblance of anything aside from myself significant in this life, i can see it becoming shitty in certain regards... i'm getting to be older and wanting different things out of life... i got to this point a little later than others possibly.. but hopefully early enough to catch on.
so easily distracted i am.
i need a chorus.
something to refrain to.
something that keeps coming back.
and with repetition.
but that's a lot of work,
and i like my freedom.
it is what defines me.
always free, free always.
i'd done different.
i've had a lot of life experiences.. ones that would potentially throw anyone else for a loop as to how to deal with it...
maybe it's just a perspective i've been given from watching californication now... i guess the moral of that story is the 'what if' of if i didn't have any ties to anything else and i just went out into orbit and did what i've found myself to do in places beyond where i'm limited to now..
i could go anywhere.
and probably ENJOY life more than i do now.
i aim to make the most of my time here, but every time i escape this orbit, i see what my potential is visa vie the world.
i don't think i fully appreciate the consequence of being shy in this world... i need to stop that side. at this point in my life, without the semblance of anything aside from myself significant in this life, i can see it becoming shitty in certain regards... i'm getting to be older and wanting different things out of life... i got to this point a little later than others possibly.. but hopefully early enough to catch on.
so easily distracted i am.
i need a chorus.
something to refrain to.
something that keeps coming back.
and with repetition.
but that's a lot of work,
and i like my freedom.
it is what defines me.
always free, free always.