valentine's day, before & after
I haven’t had the energy or space to sort out my thoughts about the events of the past 3 days. As you probably would be able to tell if you read on, my thoughts have yet to crystallize and they’re all over the place. Parts of my life look set to change and I just wish to record them before life decides to effect changes again.
Who would have thought that so much could happen in a span of 3 days? Over 13th, 14th and 15th February, the turn of events have had quite an impact as they revolved around the things that mattered to me and the things which could possibly have a great bearing on my life.
Valentine’s Day Eve and Valentine’s Day saw me re-connecting with my baby. To be present to see her take the first step felt very surreal, like I wasn’t ready to accept this reality yet and everything before me was a mere figment of my imagination. Later in the day on Valentine's, an unbelievable offer left me in disbelief and I was so flattered, so much so that I felt undeserving of such a good offer. But such a good offer would most certainly be accompanied by higher expectations and that would mean I’ve got to work harder still.
I've had so much going for me on Valentine’s Day that I’m still giving time for things to sink in. But the story didn't end there. The night of Valentine’s Day saw an unexpected development in my personal life. I guess I would just say that the past has its way of catching up with you, even overtaking you amid your bewilderment and confusion. Like the good offer made to me earlier in the day, I still need time to adapt to this new reality. The day after, 15th Feb, was a follow-up and this development looks set to continue.
I believe in the balance of Nature and Life. So much joy would definitely be balanced with just as much sadness. For now, I have an ominous feeling about the future. Hopefully, the good that’s manifested so far would be able to withstand life’s upcoming waves of adversity. The uncertainty of life hangs heavily in the air, as it always has been.
Who would have thought that so much could happen in a span of 3 days? Over 13th, 14th and 15th February, the turn of events have had quite an impact as they revolved around the things that mattered to me and the things which could possibly have a great bearing on my life.
Valentine’s Day Eve and Valentine’s Day saw me re-connecting with my baby. To be present to see her take the first step felt very surreal, like I wasn’t ready to accept this reality yet and everything before me was a mere figment of my imagination. Later in the day on Valentine's, an unbelievable offer left me in disbelief and I was so flattered, so much so that I felt undeserving of such a good offer. But such a good offer would most certainly be accompanied by higher expectations and that would mean I’ve got to work harder still.
I've had so much going for me on Valentine’s Day that I’m still giving time for things to sink in. But the story didn't end there. The night of Valentine’s Day saw an unexpected development in my personal life. I guess I would just say that the past has its way of catching up with you, even overtaking you amid your bewilderment and confusion. Like the good offer made to me earlier in the day, I still need time to adapt to this new reality. The day after, 15th Feb, was a follow-up and this development looks set to continue.
I believe in the balance of Nature and Life. So much joy would definitely be balanced with just as much sadness. For now, I have an ominous feeling about the future. Hopefully, the good that’s manifested so far would be able to withstand life’s upcoming waves of adversity. The uncertainty of life hangs heavily in the air, as it always has been.