All or nothing.
This is what it feels like. Like it's all or nothing. And honestly, even thinking about that phrase and how it applies to the situation I'm talking about makes me want to cry. I hate it. You're making it feel like if I don't understand/like/agree/want it too, everything else is going down the tubes. And let me just put this out there, I will not sub to anyone else like I do to you. I don't care if I love them, I don't care if they collar me, I don't care what happens. I'm not listening to them in the way that I listen to you. I'm not going to be Skye and Belle and Bevin to them like I am with you.
Oh, yea. Speaking of Skye and Belle. Let's chat about how I'm not making Skye into a slut. It's not going to happen. Skye is the headspace where things are FUN. Not playful in the sexual way. It's either Belle the slave or Skye who watches cartoons and colors. There is no mixing of them. I'm sorry. Not to mention, I'm a bit concerned about the difference between Belle the slave and Belle the puppy....that line is not as clear now as it used to be.
I'm really not going to go much further at this point. That's probably because I'm on the verge of tears, once again.
I love you.
Peace,
Belle
Oh, yea. Speaking of Skye and Belle. Let's chat about how I'm not making Skye into a slut. It's not going to happen. Skye is the headspace where things are FUN. Not playful in the sexual way. It's either Belle the slave or Skye who watches cartoons and colors. There is no mixing of them. I'm sorry. Not to mention, I'm a bit concerned about the difference between Belle the slave and Belle the puppy....that line is not as clear now as it used to be.
I'm really not going to go much further at this point. That's probably because I'm on the verge of tears, once again.
I love you.
Peace,
Belle