Love? Not so much. Crazy? Oh yes.
Life has been pretty eventful lately in terms of love and dating. It is funny to reflect on. It can leave you with pure bliss or great confusion.
Per my previous post, the girl I was madly in love with. The one I wanted to ask out for Valentine's Day. Sadly that lead to no where. Turns out that she had a boyfriend. So my dreams were crushed. They had only been together for a couple days prior to Valentine's Day, guess that's why I thought she was single. I was unable to romance her even though I had wanted to. While I still remain dissapointed, I maintain hope. There's always this Valentine's Day ;)
As for recent events. Things have gotten a little interesting and kind of bizarre. Seems everyone is coming out of the woodworks! Let me tell you about this guy who for privacy reasons I will call Bill. So I was at the beach one day with my roommates when all of a sudden this extremely gorgeous guy starts chatting me up. I mean this guy is fucking hot. Lol. So he ended up asking me for my number after hours of talking (Side note: he totally distracted me from swimming). Our first date: he comes over, brings me a bottle of red wine, conversation is going well, he's making me laugh the whole shebang. We go upstairs. That's where everything goes to hell. This guy was so terrible in bed, I had to kick him out. He couldn't even kiss. I was probably the worst sexual experience of life. So I decide I'm going to friend zone him. Well he kept texting me non stop until I literally had to tell him "Stop. You're being too clingy and I can't handle it". So on top of all this he decides that after one date he wants to marry me, and that he loves me, and he wants me to be his. Omg. I cannot handle this. So I haven't text him since. I have a feeling he will keep trying but my god man! Enough with the damn smooth talk. It is just such a turn off.
So besides avoiding Bill like the plague. Seems like all the guys I used to fool around with are coming around. Frankly, I am not interested. However men don't quite take the hint or the rudeness. Honestly, I feel like my heart is being reserved for a woman. I know so many great girls that I would rather wait for someone awesome than someone desperate. Romantic? Maybe. Or atleast willing to admit on here. I would rather give everything and cherish a woman than be a body for a man.
Ugh, why must dating be so damn tedious?
WHERE ARE YOU?!
Per my previous post, the girl I was madly in love with. The one I wanted to ask out for Valentine's Day. Sadly that lead to no where. Turns out that she had a boyfriend. So my dreams were crushed. They had only been together for a couple days prior to Valentine's Day, guess that's why I thought she was single. I was unable to romance her even though I had wanted to. While I still remain dissapointed, I maintain hope. There's always this Valentine's Day ;)
As for recent events. Things have gotten a little interesting and kind of bizarre. Seems everyone is coming out of the woodworks! Let me tell you about this guy who for privacy reasons I will call Bill. So I was at the beach one day with my roommates when all of a sudden this extremely gorgeous guy starts chatting me up. I mean this guy is fucking hot. Lol. So he ended up asking me for my number after hours of talking (Side note: he totally distracted me from swimming). Our first date: he comes over, brings me a bottle of red wine, conversation is going well, he's making me laugh the whole shebang. We go upstairs. That's where everything goes to hell. This guy was so terrible in bed, I had to kick him out. He couldn't even kiss. I was probably the worst sexual experience of life. So I decide I'm going to friend zone him. Well he kept texting me non stop until I literally had to tell him "Stop. You're being too clingy and I can't handle it". So on top of all this he decides that after one date he wants to marry me, and that he loves me, and he wants me to be his. Omg. I cannot handle this. So I haven't text him since. I have a feeling he will keep trying but my god man! Enough with the damn smooth talk. It is just such a turn off.
So besides avoiding Bill like the plague. Seems like all the guys I used to fool around with are coming around. Frankly, I am not interested. However men don't quite take the hint or the rudeness. Honestly, I feel like my heart is being reserved for a woman. I know so many great girls that I would rather wait for someone awesome than someone desperate. Romantic? Maybe. Or atleast willing to admit on here. I would rather give everything and cherish a woman than be a body for a man.
Ugh, why must dating be so damn tedious?
WHERE ARE YOU?!