May 01, 2007 09:51
I just woke up from a really scary dream.
It felt as if I had been drugged and then taken advantage of by an older man. a teacher.
I woke up in a big bed. In a dark room. With him looming over me. I instantly felt that something was wrong.
The last thing i remember before waking up (in my dream...weird) was hanging out with one of my coworkers and her girlfriend in their home.
he told me i did it to myself.
I was furious.scared.disgusted.confused.
My dad was there and he seemed angry.
The fucking asshole wanted to drive me home. Yeah, right!
It makes me sick to think of it.
I've been using live journal as if no one reads it. As if it's my own personal journal so, keep that in mind when you read my entries. I guess it's my way of opening up to people.
nightmare journal