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I haven't gone to school for three days because I've been sick, and I'm convinced that my teachers think I'm a slacker and a waste of space. But I'm forced to explain everything to them so that I don't flunk out or lose their respect. My goal is to get the rest of the weight off by the time I leave for college by working my ass off because its really important, and I really need to do it. I'm also terrified that I'm not going to accepted to anymore colleges, which is so stupid because I've already received three notifications and I was accepted to all of them and they're giving me a lot of money. But I have this anxious feeling that comes over me at the most random times, but it probably has a lot to do with my crazy and disrespectful family. My mom and sisters are great (my niece of course is my heart), but the rest of them are trying to start a lot of trouble and ruin this whole time for me. To hell with them cause its not going to work, this only happens once in your life and I want to enjoy every experience and moment of it.