There is a big space in my heart for you.

[soulsister]

I feel so much different than everyone else. I do and think things very much different. I feel like since I've been single I found my old self again. The guy who I love to be. The boy who see's beauty in everything. I really just want to find a girl with a unique and outstanding personality. A person who see's through the dark and can find something special in something as insignificant as a bottle cap. Someone who would climb through my window at odd hours of the night, or not mind if I crawled through theres. I miss being happy. Not that I'm depressed, but I miss being able to be so happy that I cry. I miss having a last phone call of the night and being able to say, "I love you, I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight baby."
This is getting sappy. I going to drink some more coffee and go to clark with Atom. I'm excited for band practice today. and excited for my future. I'm going to hug a tree with sexy bark on it! I hope I meet you today. That would be just like things are supposed to be.