Sadness and all that it entails.

[soulseeker5]

This is lame, I know, but I am halfway devastated over the fact that work got "smart" on how much time its employees were spending on other websites and as a result I am now blocked from facebook, livejournal, postsecret.com and a number of other blogs and websites I have become addicted to over the past year. I really am befuddled. I don't know

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[stephne84]

1- Assume the appreciation of junk food . . . Although it did kind of offend me last weekend - I went to get my hair cut, and you could tell the lady wanted to ask me if I was but was too timid. She was like "Are you . . . uh . . . expecting . . ." Very awkward. Especially for how huge I am - I have not gained this much weight that happened to be attracted to my tummy. Oh well.

2- Condolences about the loss of websites. I understand. It's bad enough when I have to cover the front desk and that computer doesn't have access, I couldn't imagine going all day, every day. There is only so much I can do to amuse myself. It does keep me up to date on all news (nytimes.com never gets blocked and I love their opinion columns.)

3- I have been fighting the urge to be all Christmas-y. Thanksgiving is my favoritest holiday after all. But, I know when Christmas decorations go up we're that much closer to Teddy. I'm also concerned about feeling yucky and not wanting to go shopping and such later. The plan is to try to get it all done next weekend.

I think that's it. Time is majorly stalling - it has been the last few weeks.
Miss you so.
stephanie (the nr and mommy kind)