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I miss her. And it's not even like she would be home at this time anyway. But knowing she's not coming home is sad. I always catch myself waiting on her. Waiting to get one quick look into her eyes. God, how those blue eyes, I do miss. I want to fall asleep in her arms. I want to feel her her breath on my neck as she whispers in my ear before she finally falls asleep herself. How did I ever get by without her in my life every day before? How did I ever comfortably fall asleep? The best feeling in the world is laying in the bed with her and listening to her heart beat through her chest. That has always been my favorite thing to do with someone, but her heart beats differently. At times our hearts beat like one. It's amazing, she's amazing, we're amazing.